So, I'm going to start straight away.....
DAMN YOU FREAKING IDIOT ME. JUST HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU WANT TO FAILED THT STUPID PART? IT JUST STARTING YET YOU FAILED. FAILED YOU FAILED THAT FREAKING MISSION FOR SOO MANY TIMES AND I CANT EVEN GET MAKOTO INTRODUCE HERSELF IF I DON'T PASS THAT STUPID BATTLE. AND WITH THAT I CAN'T GO ON AND MEET YAMATO! AM I A FREAKING IDIOT PERSON OR WHAT?
I HAVE BEEN HAVING THIS STUPID FEELING SINCE MONTHS AGO. WHY DOES MY BEST FRIENDS DECIDED TO CALL ME 'USELESS'?! SHE THINK I DONT HAVE ANY FEELING IS IT? WE JUST HAVENT BEEN 'BESTIES' AND SHE DECIDED TO CALL ME AS 'USELESS', IN FRONT OF MY FACE AND MY FRIEND. WE JUST ARENT CLOSE THAT ALL. AND YET SHE DARE TO CALL ME THAT. DOES SHE KNOWS IHAVE MANY ANGER FEELING INSIDE ME NOW?! OR IS IT BECAUSE I'M NOT 'NORMAL'? JUST BECAUSE I HAVE THIS STUPID TINY LITTLE HOLE IN MY HEART SO THEY (YES I HAVE 2 BEST FRIENDS. BUT ONLY 1 OF THEM CALLED ME USELESS) DECIDED TO MAKE A DISTANCE BETWEEN ME AND THEY? AND THEY EVEN DARE TO CALL ME STUPID. JUST BECAUSE WE HAVE OUR EXAMS MARKS DIFFERENT DOSEN'T MEAN THT IM STUPID OR BAKA OR BODOH. WE HAVE OUR OWN WEAKNESS AND STRENGTH. JUST BECAUSE BOTH OF YOU ARE SOO DAMN FREAKING PERFECT, CREATIVE AND CLEVER PERSON DOESEN'T MEAN YOU CAN CALL OTHER PEOPLE AS STUPID! I DIDN'T EVEN LAUGH AT THE PERSON WHO GOT AN 'E' ON HER MATHS PAPER. NONE!!
I DONT FUCKING CARE HOW THEY FEEL. OH WAIT, THEY DONT HAVE A HEART. THEY.DONT.HAVE.FEELING. DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A FUCK? NO. YES I CAN'T DRAW AND EVERYTHING NOT AS PERFECT AS YOU. I CAN'T EVEN HAVING A FUCKING PEACEFUL LIFE?
AND ALSO, WHY DOES PEOPLE IS SOO ABSENT-MINDED? WHY I CANT ONLY FOUND MIZAR AND ALCOR SHIMEJI? WHERE'S HIBIKI AND YAMATO? OR AIRI AND JUNGO? N.O.N.E. DEVIL SURVIVOR 2 HAD BEEN RELEASED FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW YET ALL I CAN SEE IS MIZAR AND ALCOR SHIMEJI. DON'T COME TO ME AND ASK FOR ALCOR SHIMEJI CAUSE I SURE WILL GOING TO SMACK YOU WITH MY SHOUTING. IF YOUR THINKING OF CALLING ME TO DO HIBIKI AND YAMATO SHIMEJI MYSELF, GO FUCKING DIE. I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING TABLET AND I CAN'T DRAW.